A tiny gesture may mean alot...
Its such a beautiful day with great misty weather after e heavy rain..m on ma way to meet ma fellow colleagues for discussion. suddenly had e urge to blog, in e bus. lol. well well..its been some time since i last talked bout ma life! hmmm..wad can i say? Its nv been better! heh. guess wad? my "left n right limbs" r back in ma life! awww...i jus knew it! due to e deep love for each other, how can gd pals ever leave each other for gd? hee..yea i admit once again, im e one tryin to reunite w em..w lil efforts here n there. but who cares?! lol. as long as i have them back w me...nth else matters. :)
It was one fine evening when i was havin rdshow when wee wee called me out of e blue. i was talking to client n missed his call. when i saw 2 missed calls from him, i cldnt believed my eyes n rubbed my eyes to ensure im not dreaming. lol kuku indeed. i got all perked up n called him n asked him calmly.."hi u called?" muahwahah, deep inside me i was so excited n moved! my wee wee finally initiated aft our small squabbles! awww isnt he a sweetie? i knew he cannot live without me! muahwhhaa. kk i gotta calm down. this adrenaline's gettin me giddy. wel he wanna meet up for dinner n i told him i can only make it after 10pm when my rdshow ends. n we were like arguing on where to meet up n stuff which i told him issue really isnt bout e location. lol. as long as i can meet him, it doesnt matter where, really. eventually, he thought it thru n decided to come fetch me after work n head for his dinner. heh. initially he was like insisting i shd knock off earlier for e sake of him but came at 10pm aft all. awww if were others, they must hav thought hes a lil childish but i knw tt hes jus acting like a kid, a kid who cares alot deep down n always think for me 1st. what a bestie. :)
hmm we went to kovan hk cafe n had a loongg talk. haha its always sooo comfy talkin to him. i told him bout how much i missed him n teared like a lil girl. he was stil smiling away, gdness wad a kuku. den when he didnt promise tt he wont leave my life again, i teared once more. this kid here really makes me all emotional, n i hate myself for not having e ability to control ma emotions in front of him. all in all, we talked bout his recent trip to genting, my life n work, his life w his frens etc. missed those memories in e past. haha n we r so gonna renew em all over again! muahwhaha. i really wanna jump up n hug him like a sister but i knw i shd control. lol. hes e only guy i wil do tt to, cus no man is closer to me than he is. hohoho. my big baby..whole nite he was teasing me non-stop n tryin to spite me alot w words n all. muahwhaa do i look like i care? Nope! cus i knw he dont mean it. heh.
we agreed to meet aft he come outta camp next..wed or thu. hoho lookin forward! counting down! haha. this time, im gonna hold this bestie close to me n wont let him go again. ill listen to him n b a good girl. :)
P.S: wee, ur damn honoured to have me be sooo good to u. hahaha during my wedding jus gimme BIG angbao yea. heh thnks bro.
As for e other gd fren, we remain in contact over sms. haha we showered lotsa concern for each other n i believe one day, we will meet up n im soo gonna hug her for longest time u can imagine. hohoho.
Recently, i was really moved by a colleague of mine. shes new in this business n we cold call together n stuff. she always hope for me to b there when we all cold call, mentioning tt i m her motivation n she gets e drive n passion from me. yest she told me tt during her agency meeting, she stood up n told her manager bout me. cus her manager only focuses on targets n quotas, nth else. n she finds it soo stressful. amidst hectic n tough life as a new agent, i was there to give her strong quotes which made her push herself n nv give up. she remembered me telling her before tt each failure brings us closer to success. so whenever we fail, be positive n tell ourselves tt we are getting closer to success! lol with tt quote, she shoot her manager n told her this kinda motivation is what she will nv get from her. cus her manager is really tough n only goes for results, not e process. perhaps for me, ive been there, done it. therefore i understand hw it feels to start from scratch n go thru all e rejections n down times as a new agent. not tt her manager didnt go thru these before..but i guess..its a matter of mindset.
well to me, i was really moved when my colleague told me how much i meant to her not only as a colleague, but also as a driving force, a motivator. i didnt realised tt e lil things i did for others would b carved deep inside their hearts n i jus got one thing to say - Life is soo soo worthwhile when u knw u made an impact in others' lives, not jus clients or fellow close friends. therefore ive decided to send her a motivational quote per day. if she relies on theses quotes to b successful one day, id most gladly do wad i can! guess tts e meaning of leading. since young, ive always preferred to be a leader than a follower n i told myself ill set up my own team one day. to watch someone grow from someone common to a successful person, tt is pure bliss. tt is exactly wad i hope to achieve. or rather, tts my meaning of achievement. :) m lookin forward to see this colleague flourish n make it in life. she will, i truly believe :)
haha tts bout all for me now! m gonna visit a close fren in JB this wkend. gonna take a short brk n enjoy all i can! before e pc show starts end of this mth. excited! wonder wad ill b selling this time, heh heh. haha ciaoX!!
P.S: What is it tt we have done today to make someone feel better, loved, moved, happier?
*Even e tiniest gesture makes an impact to someone who needs it more than u can imagine.
Posted at Thursday, August 07, 2008 by
jamielim512
