Its such a beautiful day with great misty weather after e heavy rain..m on ma way to meet ma fellow colleagues for discussion. suddenly had e urge to blog, in e bus. lol. well well..its been some time since i last talked bout ma life! hmmm..wad can i say? Its nv been better! heh. guess wad? my "left n right limbs" r back in ma life! awww...i jus knew it! due to e deep love for each other, how can gd pals ever leave each other for gd? hee..yea i admit once again, im e one tryin to reunite w em..w lil efforts here n there. but who cares?! lol. as long as i have them back w me...nth else matters. :)
It was one fine evening when i was havin rdshow when wee wee called me out of e blue. i was talking to client n missed his call. when i saw 2 missed calls from him, i cldnt believed my eyes n rubbed my eyes to ensure im not dreaming. lol kuku indeed. i got all perked up n called him n asked him calmly.."hi u called?" muahwahah, deep inside me i was so excited n moved! my wee wee finally initiated aft our small squabbles! awww isnt he a sweetie? i knew he cannot live without me! muahwhhaa. kk i gotta calm down. this adrenaline's gettin me giddy. wel he wanna meet up for dinner n i told him i can only make it after 10pm when my rdshow ends. n we were like arguing on where to meet up n stuff which i told him issue really isnt bout e location. lol. as long as i can meet him, it doesnt matter where, really. eventually, he thought it thru n decided to come fetch me after work n head for his dinner. heh. initially he was like insisting i shd knock off earlier for e sake of him but came at 10pm aft all. awww if were others, they must hav thought hes a lil childish but i knw tt hes jus acting like a kid, a kid who cares alot deep down n always think for me 1st. what a bestie. :)
hmm we went to kovan hk cafe n had a loongg talk. haha its always sooo comfy talkin to him. i told him bout how much i missed him n teared like a lil girl. he was stil smiling away, gdness wad a kuku. den when he didnt promise tt he wont leave my life again, i teared once more. this kid here really makes me all emotional, n i hate myself for not having e ability to control ma emotions in front of him. all in all, we talked bout his recent trip to genting, my life n work, his life w his frens etc. missed those memories in e past. haha n we r so gonna renew em all over again! muahwhaha. i really wanna jump up n hug him like a sister but i knw i shd control. lol. hes e only guy i wil do tt to, cus no man is closer to me than he is. hohoho. my big baby..whole nite he was teasing me non-stop n tryin to spite me alot w words n all. muahwhaa do i look like i care? Nope! cus i knw he dont mean it. heh.
we agreed to meet aft he come outta camp next..wed or thu. hoho lookin forward! counting down! haha. this time, im gonna hold this bestie close to me n wont let him go again. ill listen to him n b a good girl. :)
P.S: wee, ur damn honoured to have me be sooo good to u. hahaha during my wedding jus gimme BIG angbao yea. heh thnks bro.
As for e other gd fren, we remain in contact over sms. haha we showered lotsa concern for each other n i believe one day, we will meet up n im soo gonna hug her for longest time u can imagine. hohoho.
Recently, i was really moved by a colleague of mine. shes new in this business n we cold call together n stuff. she always hope for me to b there when we all cold call, mentioning tt i m her motivation n she gets e drive n passion from me. yest she told me tt during her agency meeting, she stood up n told her manager bout me. cus her manager only focuses on targets n quotas, nth else. n she finds it soo stressful. amidst hectic n tough life as a new agent, i was there to give her strong quotes which made her push herself n nv give up. she remembered me telling her before tt each failure brings us closer to success. so whenever we fail, be positive n tell ourselves tt we are getting closer to success! lol with tt quote, she shoot her manager n told her this kinda motivation is what she will nv get from her. cus her manager is really tough n only goes for results, not e process. perhaps for me, ive been there, done it. therefore i understand hw it feels to start from scratch n go thru all e rejections n down times as a new agent. not tt her manager didnt go thru these before..but i guess..its a matter of mindset.
well to me, i was really moved when my colleague told me how much i meant to her not only as a colleague, but also as a driving force, a motivator. i didnt realised tt e lil things i did for others would b carved deep inside their hearts n i jus got one thing to say - Life is soo soo worthwhile when u knw u made an impact in others' lives, not jus clients or fellow close friends. therefore ive decided to send her a motivational quote per day. if she relies on theses quotes to b successful one day, id most gladly do wad i can! guess tts e meaning of leading. since young, ive always preferred to be a leader than a follower n i told myself ill set up my own team one day. to watch someone grow from someone common to a successful person, tt is pure bliss. tt is exactly wad i hope to achieve. or rather, tts my meaning of achievement. :) m lookin forward to see this colleague flourish n make it in life. she will, i truly believe :)
haha tts bout all for me now! m gonna visit a close fren in JB this wkend. gonna take a short brk n enjoy all i can! before e pc show starts end of this mth. excited! wonder wad ill b selling this time, heh heh. haha ciaoX!!
P.S: What is it tt we have done today to make someone feel better, loved, moved, happier?
*Even e tiniest gesture makes an impact to someone who needs it more than u can imagine.
There r 4 impt persons in your life, how many have u found?
1st-urself,
2nd-is d 1 u love most,
3rd- is d 1 who love u most,
4th-is d 1 you spend the rest of your life with.
firstly u'll meet the 1 u love most, and learn how
love feels. Because u know how love feels, so u
can find the person who loves u most. When u've
experienced the feeling of loving others and being
loved, u'll then know what it is u need most. Then u
will find the person who is most suitable for u, to
be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these 3 people are usually not
the same person. The one u love most doesn't
love you. The one,who love u most,is never the
one u love most. And the one u spend your life
with,is never the one u love most or the one who
love u most. He/she is just the person who
happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are u in other people's life? No
person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves u, he/she really
loves u. But when he/she doesn't love u anymore,
he/she really doesn't love u anymore. When
he/she loves u, he/she can't pretend that he/she
doesn't. The same goes, when he/she loves u no
more, there's no way he/she can pretend he/she
loves u. When a person doesn't love u and wants
to leave u, u must ask yourself if u still love
him/her. If u don't love him/her anymore, do not
keep him/her just to save your pride. If you still
love him/her, you should wish him/her happiness,
and hope that he/she will be with the one he/she
loves most, not stopping him/her from it.
If you stop him/her from finding true happiness
with the one he/she loves, it shows u already
don't love him/her, And if you don't love him/her,
what rights do you have to blame him/her for a
change of heart?
Love is not possessive.
If you like the moon, you can't just take it down
and put it in your basin but the moonlight still
shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you
cant use another method of possessing the
person. Let him/her become a permanent
memory in you life. If you really love a person, you
must love him/her for what he/she is.
Love him/her for his/her good and bad points,
You can't wish for him/her to become like what you
like him/her to be just because you love him/her.
If he/she can't change to become what you like
him/her to be, you don't love him/her anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find
a reason why you love him/her.
You only know that no matter when or where,
good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have
this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through
the toughest problems without asking for
promises or listing criteria.
In a relationship, you have to put in effort and
give in at times, not always be on the receiving
end.
Being away from each other is a type of test.
If the relationship isn't strong, then you can
only admit defeat. Real love will never become
hate.
When two people are in love, they love to ask
each other to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to promise?
Because they don't trust each other, they don't
trust their lover.
These promises are useless; till the sky falls, till
the ocean dries, my love for u will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean
will never dries, Even if it does happen, are we
still alive by then? Be careful when making
promises; don't make promises that you cannot
keep.
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but
what you do is another; The 1 saying, doesn't
believe; the 1 listening, also doesn't believe.
Then, where is the love?
Most importantly, live each day at a time &
treasure those around you. Thats the best you
can do. *cheerios*
* Many ppl may thing that having someone who loves u more than u love him/her, is pure happiness. to me, happiness is bein w someone whom i love him more than he loves me. cus i believe tt if u keep giving, happiness wil come knocking at ur door one day, jus cus u believe. :)
Truly hope e 2nd n 4th person in my life is e same. :) tts bliss.
Was at e bus stop just now n when e bus arrived, i stood up, turned around n for a sec, i tot i saw u..looked closer n realised tts someone else who looked like u w ur height n wearing a black top u wore before..exactly wad im wearing now. lol. our eyes met n for a moment, i tot it was u..actual fact i jus saw u in his eyes. y is it tt i see u in ppl i come across with..what does this mean..does it mean i truly miss u dearly? til e extent i see u everywhere i go? or it jus happened u both looked alike? lol. love for a fren has eluded me once more n left me w no choice but to naturally hav tears come down once in a while like nobody's biz. i shd hav seen it comin, shd hav expected this..yet i cant deny e love for a fren, no matter how hard i tried..pointless. n i hate myself for this. :P
nevertheless, i wanna thank you for everything, esp for allowing me to b stronger through all these "agonies". in fact these r nth much...its jus me. its jus my missing u a whole lot as a fren...feelin sth's amiss without u by my side. missing e times we spent..fooling around..bringing out e child in each other jus by being ourselves, cheering each other up in our own ways, acting like a baby to each other..teasing each other n feelin high over tt after either one blushes..haha jus like 2 big kids. not forgetting talkin bout our past experiences, our hopes for e future..caring for each other to eat more or to rest more..unable to go bac to slp aft we hung up on each other..bein so inquisitive on each others' lives, thoughts n feelings..updating each other on our lives n feelin secured or assured jus cus we r there for each other..lol. these will always remain in me no matter for how long..ill always rem tt u once crossed my path. :) n ill always hope for e best for u..praying hard tt ull lead a better life n stay happy always!! tts all tt matters my fren..
Sometimes men dont open up cus they r afraid of wat they will find. they r also afraid tt if we(women) see who they really are, in all their flawed humanity, we wont like them. They crave cuddling n hand-holding, mayb even more than we women do. They are desperate to pls us cus they knw we r far sexier n more beautiful than we will ever admit to ourselves n they r confused as to y we like them. Men have very simple desires. One of which is to love them so much so that when they r doin nth at all, or even doin sth slightly wrong like flirting w e sexy gal in e office, eating leftover food from container w fingers, their women jus stands there goin -- "Isnt he something?" or "wow..that fine ass." To love them so much to change our names if they call us by another woman's name..:)
8 rules of fighting fairly..
1) Never use name-calling, slurs or insults. Dont make fun of partner's body, weight or other things which they hav no control over.
2) Never refer to a person as bein a certain way, rather jus refer to their behavior as being a certain way. Never criticize character or behavior.
3) Never bring spouse's family into an argument
4) Do not speak in anger. Control ur behavior before u say anythin u may later regret.
5) Dont cut each other off. Wait til partner finishes, then state your point.
6) Dont yell. there's never an excuse for yelling
7) Dont go to slp without resolving an argument. e longer an argument is drawn out, e harder it becomes to end it.
8) Apologize. Its not bout proving who's right n wrong in a r/s. Better to lose an argument n win a r/s, than win an argument n lose a friend.
I wanna add one more point..in courtesy of jamie. :P Tt is to hug each other after everything. give a warm hug n let everything pass. as long as we love each other..e rest dont matter. everything will heal, everything will go bac to normal, jus cus we love each other. :)
Talking abt hugs! lol a long-time friend of mine came bac into ma life! awww i missed him soo much! he came over my voiddeck 2 days bac to borrow a tent from me n its been like few mths since we last met! haha cld see tt he was bout to brk down in tears when we hugged for long along e road! gdness men r more n more like babies to me. lol we were soo happy to c each other n he told me bout his life n all..m so glad we r bac to frens again. missed those memories..esp watching e sunrise tog. aww..this time, ill do anythin to keep u by ma side. haha we r so gonna watch each other grow old happily. :) no way m i gonna let lose of this fren..wish him true happiness w his true love. :) i sincerely offer my blessings.
Breathe Again
Have you wondered how it feels when it’s all over
Wondered how it feels, when you just have to start anew
Never knowing, where u’r going,
When u face a brand new day
It used to be that way,
Now I just close my eyes and say,
I just wanna breathe again,
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a lil, cry a lil, live a lil more..
I just wanna face the day,
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a lil, try a lil more.. I’ll breathe again
Starting out again is never easy,
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a lil flick, it’s a brand new start
That might just work my way
Don’t need to walk away,
Don’t wanna live a life replay
I just wanna breathe again,
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a lil, cry a lil, live a lil more..
I just wanna face the day,
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a lil, try a lil more.. I’ll breathe again
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I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing.
For dreaming about you
When you're gone
There's nothing I can do
But lie awake alone
And dream the whole night through
I can't sleep
For dreaming about you
You are the one who warms my soul
It is you that I want to hold
Listening to e song Make Heaven Wait by Sebastian..yea gd things r meant to be patient for. lol come to think of it, its been some time since i last dated anyone. been some time since i have my hrt beat so fast w some1. so far..for those whom ive met or dated, only a couple cld make my hrt skip a beat. other than tt, e rest cant make it or jus aint e one. haha sorta miss tt kinda feelin. despite tt, s time passes, some of em don gimme tt feelin anymore. gues its jus for tt moment yea when we met yea. hmm wen wil i meet someone who always make my hrt skip a beat when i see him? lol. gues its quite hard now..since im gonna take things slow n really focus on career now. love can wait. :P
despite tt, im excited bout my lifetime partner! haha altho m jus 22. muahwhaha. someone to share my interests with me..listen to me talk bout everythin under sun n moon, spend quality time w me n our families..watch sunsets n sunrises w me..share my burdens with jus his shoulder..to lemme feel so close i cld hear his hrt beat all e time..to cook, drive out, visit e old folks homes, enjoy candlelight dinners, travel overseas, dance under e moonlight, blabla bla...haha. m tired..in a way. e next one shall b my last. therefore i wont take this lightly. :P we shall see...
wel went to watch Dont mess with Zohan yest w Jason my cousin since my appt w client was cancelled last minute. haha yea not bad at all. gd catch! :) n guess wad..m down w sore throat n cough today. lol nevertheles, i stil have to meet ma clients, cant afford to slack yea. ever since i joined AIA, its not bout me anymore. it bout ppl around me who put hopes on me, who thinks tt i can make it. i cant let em down. they r e reasons y failure cant b an option for me anymore. ' success will only come to those who r prepared to go thru e good n bad. never hesitate to believe in ur own abilities. ' quoted from my mentor. haha..these r my pushin forces from behind. :) hope is everywhere! :P
P.S: Are you e one? whom ive been waiting for so long?
Move on..dont turn back anymore. Ahead of u lies alot of great stuff not to be missed!
Some ppl say time wil let us forget some stuff, even some things which we dont hope to forget. but i can stil remember our promises..our agreements, lifetime agreements. e smses n letters i wrote for our friendship, they are tearing as well. just like tt 2 mths have passed. i stil hold u close in my heart. hoping each time i open my eyes, u wil b there. hoping each day e sun rises again, we wil renew our old memories together. no matter wad..ill always remember our promises filled w happiness. cus of these promises, ill hold on to a hope..to c u again..to b bac s friends w u again. jus cus i believe.
distance usually allow ppl to b pulled further apart. y is tt e further im away from u..e more i miss u dearly. haha wats this? true love for a fren? or m i jus thinking too much on my part? i tot i cld move on..i tot i cld live happier without u..i tot i cld get newfound memories w frens around me nw, i tot i cld simply replace a whole of ppl jus for 2 of u my 'hands'. i tot i tot...but these were jus wishful thinking on my part. parts can b replaced yes..but they wil always b different from e previous ones. yea ive found new ppl to replace u both...but e feelin wil always b different. at times ill wonder...wil u feel a tiny bit of loss without me by ur side? wil u feel lost or sth amiss in life? jus like i do? i cant believe tt.. i wil miss contributing more to u..ill miss givin in to u..ill miss cheerin u up..ill miss keeping secrets for u..til e extent tt i miss throwing away my pride for u..haha this is absurd. on the other hand..im tired..so tired to even do anythin to get our frenships back..since i said i wont do anythin again, i meant it. all i hope is for love to elude me once more..to wan u both to b happier than me. if permitted, i wanna exchange all tt i have for ur happiness. s long s u r happy, nth else matters.
on my side.. m tryin hard to slp late at nite, to chill outside more, stay bac in office til wee hours..tt wil keep me so occupied so when i reach my bedside, ill jus drop on bed n slp til dawn. in time to come..ill forget my 'hands' haha yes jamie can do it.
dear god..pls gimme strength..i need to hold on til my last breath. pls allow me to breathe easier and live for frens n family who care so much for me n wan me to move on..with em by my side, ill survive. ill endure n make it. :) i believe. cus jamie's superwoman!! lol.
Well wel wel..enough of e emotional part. haha life's gettin more exciting each day!! with more ppl entering my life..in n out.with me meeting at least 2 clients per day. at e same time helping out in yrly pc show which really was enthralling n amazing experience!! haha made some nice frens there n realised so many of us were capricorns!! haha nevertheless, we helped each other fight sales n really did a gd job!! lol. anyways many ppl thought i changed job. muahwha hello.. jamie wil nv leave aia on her own accord. yea? :P my fren needs help in pc show so i tot i could help out. at e same time widen my social circle n spread many namecards. hee. haha e pc show was really crowded w many ppl n i was selling sony cameras!! aww man im so so in love with T300 in red!! its sooo pretty n i cant keep my eyes off it! haha therefore i sold most of tt. hhaha theres this cute boy who is a lil gayish but so adorable!! e way he did sales..aww man i cldnt help but laugh all e way. when he explained to customers e specifications of e camera...he was like
" so u know right...this is a gd camera..cus it has many colors. n then right...u can zoom many times. over here right...u can use e flash n off it. u see? such an amazing camera..RIGHT?"
hahaha i nearly dropped off from e counter. i mean he was sooo adorable tt e speed hes goin..those ppl listenin to him can jolly well slp la huh. den e benefits of e camera he mentioned were wad most cameras had!! haha so cute.. so i helped him explained more of wad sony cameras had which others didnt have. in terms of memory stick, Carl Zeiss lense, Intelligent Scene Recognition, anti shake, smile shutter bla3. lol. anyways altho hes jus so innocent n cute..tt entertained me for e whole pc show. haha. thnk u dear.
hmm..durin e rdshow i realised e sole of my feet were so painful. haha perhaps cus we stood for more than 10 hrs. in e end i stil managed to chiong al e way n sold up to 24 cameras in e last day!! well last sun was fathers' day. i smsed daddy n told him i owe him a gift n a nice meal. cus i had to work so cldnt celebrate w him on sun. there was once when i was at e counter..one father came over n bought 2 cameras. n he told me hes gettin gifts for himself, as fathers' day present. sigh tt was so sad to hear!! where r his freakin kids. gdness. in e end i gave him another 4GB memory stick as fathers' day present. sigh poor uncle..hes such a nice soul n to think tt he had to buy sth for himself to celebrate fathers' day. seriously i realise many ppl usually celebrate mothers' day or they dont even celebrate fathers' or mothers' day. i wonder wads wrong with e new generation or society these days. have they got no idea tt without their parents, there wont b existence of themselves n their achievements? wad is this..not even thankful for wad their parents did. yes i knw its not a mus only fathers' or mothers' day then treat parents better cus we shd treat them good every single day. but e fact is ppl jus arent tt filial these days. sigh. m soo freakin disappointed. i sincerely hope tt these unfilial kids will experience e same from their kids in future. SINCERELY. damn... all e kukus. sigh. seriously to me, even if u achieve alot, but if u r not filial, u r NOTHING, nth to me at all. not even worth a penny. indeed.
there were old men walking abt..alone n e emptiness from their eyes, made me tear in my hrt. cld feel e pain for em. sigh. nevertheless i chiong sales for last day n go all e way out, talkin to 2 or 3 customers at one go. hahaha in e end Sony in-charge want me to join Sony. ermmm no thnks. i wld love to but i cant forget my clients in AIA. haha no choice. of cus i dont mind joining e next IT show. haha since its jus 4 days commitment. :)
hmm recently i met into an old man n talked to him bout life. lol he was in his 80s n he seemed so lonely. he told me of his trips to different countries in e past, new zealand bein e best country he'd been to. we chatted bout his past life as a IT engineer, when he got married n now livin alone by himself in eunos. i was praising him on how healthy he seemed even at this old age. n he told me live til so long no point. his wife not by his side n kids have moved on to lead their family lives. if he'd choose, he wldnt wanna live til so old. gdness tts indeed sad to hear. he painstakingly brought up his kids n now, hes al alone, altho stil a lil positive n having a smile al e time. all i cld do was chat w him a lil while longer n keep him positive abt life.
wel this experience made me realise even more e importance of health n filial piety. if one day, my love were to leave dis world 1st, id stil have my kids w me. if one day i leave 1st, he'd stil have our kids to b by his side. i wldnt wan my love to b all alone by himself when im gone. tt mus b so sad. haha well such things r hard to say. life's so unpredictable n we jus got to accept wad we have n lead positively. many things may seemed e way it is on the outside, but deep inside, it cld b e other way round. jus like how ppl admire longevity. lol. well m starting to think livin til such old age..may not b sth so gd after all. it all depends on case to case basis. lol. ennie i knw u wanna live til ripe old age. dont worry im sure u will. together w ur hubby n lovely kids. haha wish u all e best!!! Anyways HAPPY BELATED BDAE HUAI EN!!! haha sorry this entry is late but at least i send u sms on ur bdae la huh. ps la ur present will arrive shortly!!! hee nevertheless, i love u bestie.
n i jus wanna thank 3 special persons in my life right now..1stly, rj. haha hes someone new who entered my life n taught me lots with his own morals n all, always there to cheer me up w his riddles n all. indeed a great fren to talk hrt-to-hrt with. met him once n we went to sing den walked around chinatown. haha chatted lots bout life n realised tt there r ppl who think deep in life too. perhaps due to e fact tt there r too many shallow ppl in life, cant b blamed. they r who they are. haha rj n i cld clique cus we think deep tog. haha our thinking jus matches cus of our experiences, readings in life. haha tts y i always nv hesitate to tel him my probs online. he wld analyse everythin so nicely n den sing to cheer me up. m grateful for tt n he made me realise i shd b happy for ppl around me, not brood over past. haha tts a nice gentleman here. thnk u so much for ur efforts n pls do come to me if u have probs to, since we knw bottling everythin inside isnt gd. haha gd luck for u n all e best in ur future endeavours! meet up soon to catch up my fren!!
2ndly, ivan. haha hes like a big bro to me. who cares bout my health n always wan me to go home early to accompany my mom. money can nv stop comin in..but wads e point if mom cant enjoy it w me? hhaaha hes always tellin me i can earn alot, but mom only got one. so treasure her when shes stil around. haha at times when i work so hard, i tend to come bac late when mom's waitin at home for me. altho in e day i always spend time w her til i go out in late noon, id tend to neglect her due to late nights. sigh.. ivan woke me up n i realise tt i got to think for mom more. b there for her, spend time w her while i stil can. haha thnks for e tinkle ivan!! ur e man man!!
3rdly, belle. haha this belle indeed rings a bell in my life! shes my long lost fren! i found her recently bout a couple of mths bac. haha m so grateful she entered my life once more n we r bac to gd' o sisters again. belle nv fails to cheer me up whenever im down n forever tellin me tt i stil have her, regardles of anythin. awww such a sweetie!! too bad guys, shes taken. muahwaha. nevertheles, shes right. with her around, im contented. haha now in my life, i jus wanna focus on career, frenship n family. haha these r my priorities n love shall leave it to fate!! muahwah it wil come when e time is ripe! i don have to date around to find out whos e special one. i got better things to do like focusing on career? haha. indeed. we don need to find love, love wil come when its right person at right time. =) hey darlin belly!! i love u!!! always always..best sisters til end of time! haha muaah.
kk guess most of u r way deep in lalaland. haha enough of my losoh-ness. anyways i say wad i feel. not to entertain anyone. :) tts all for my life now. haha jamie will move on n make e most outta her life!!! vrrrrrrrrooooooom. im off. :)
Supp...not sure who im talking but whatever...been really busy with work recently..trying to get really really busy so i can get over some ppl and things in my life. but guess i tried too hard..to move on. things aint tt easy after all...no matter how hard i try. my bad.
Right now..my heart aches..so much. 1st of all, a very good friend of mine stopped contacting after i was attached tt time. i dont knw wat got into him n i really wanna let him know how much i treasure him from the bottom of my heart. its been bout a mth plus since we last contacted..hes like my left hand..without him, i was lost for a while but i told myself i must pull through..i got to live on well..to see him happy. yea his happiness matters so much to me..be it in e past, now or future, i will always hope to c him happy..truly happy from e bottom of my hrt. He is my listener, my best guy fren, my shoulder to lie on, someone who always made me feel better with his hug, who never fails to make me laugh with his jokes, b it lame or absurd, who made me also wanna give him so much love as i can..like a mother. Someone who comes to my mind whenever im happy or sorrowful, someone whom i always share my happines, excitement, pains, sadness, achievements and failures together. With him in my life, i tend to forget unhappiness easily...or rather, nth else matters jus with him by my side..yea hes tt close to me. my left hand indeed.
2ndly..theres this close gal fren of mine..whom i got into a tiny silly fit with. goodnes tt is so freaking dumb. we always get into silly fits n squabbles, cus we care too much about each other. we treasure each other too much n yea, we r tt close til e extent tt squabbles btw us seemed like eating to us. ive known her since 15 yrs old..she taught me alot these yrs...we had lotsa beautiful, marvelous, utterly disgraceful, crazy, absurd, interesting, heart-warming, gracious, ridiculous, touching, sorrowful, amazing and mind-blowing memories together..this gal here..shes like my right hand. exactly..cus shes older than me, she adores me alot and always think for me 1st before herself. she never fails to b my great listener n adviser..giving me the ever hrt-warming comforts which i need most, til e extent tt if i have her to listen to my probs n sorrows, tt wil be sufficient. indeed. as long as shes by my side, nth else matters, just like my left hand. from head to toe, inside to outside, we r very different. we have different likings, diferent thinking, different experiences and morals...but stil, we can clique very well since we 1st met. i respect her alot from e bottom of my hrt..altho it doesnt seemed e case when we had squabbles..deep in my hrt, shes my tiny mentor. shes my supporter who motivated me to move on all e time. shes my motivational fit. Listening to Xin Dong xin tong by evonne xu n liu gen hong..really reminds me of her. til it hurts. :)
For these 2 impt persons in my life, i always tel myself tt even if e world collapse one day, as long as i can die with them n some other gd frens, i will have no regrets. definitely. i always told myself i wanna live longer than them..so they will have my protections, my love as a friend til the day they leave this world. I used to think tt i wanna live shorter than them, cus i don wanna live any single day without them at all...but after much thoughts, im sure they hope to live longer than me to watch me grow and being there for them their whole lives, is e least i can do for them..they r almost part of me..part of jamie..Due to their existence, i became stronger, i learnt to endure more in life, i learnt to let go of hurts n pains, i learnt who to get happiness from, i learnt how to show love like how they did to me..
Right here, i just wanna thank these 2 darlings from the bottom of my hrt. without them, there wont be Jamie today. without them, i wont find valid reasons to live for. They are more than what u can find in a friend..fabulous n wonderful people God has bestowed upon me, which i havent stopped thanking God til today..
So whats next? I will get them back. with all my might, my heart and my soul. cus its clear tt i cant live without them, im sure they cant live without me too :P Here i come darlings...regardless of how many times i initiate 1st..it doesnt matter, as long as i get back your friendships. Nth else matters..trust me, nth matters at all.:)
Its been some time since i felt empty deep inside...although its clearly obvious tt im stil alive and kicking..my oh my...whats happening to jamie the dummy...lol. Someone special has gone to Japan, around 2 days back. haha now im left on my own to be independent and strive it out myself!! :) yea jamie can do it!!
lol not tt i depended a whole lot on him when he was around...jus tt at least he hears me out alot and was there for me during my lowest moments. wel wel wel..the future for me seemed so uncertain yet so alluring..lol. guess this is a great chance for me to train to be really independent and at the same time be really disciplined towards career! haha yea man i got to get back on track!! jamie's vrrrrooming!! lol yea lets get the engine started and choing all the way!! lol tts e way uhuh uhuh...i like it uhuh uhuh.
k wad next. omg!!!! recently i read bout my horo elsewhere n got myself told by someone else who nearly made me freak out. this is so so so true. lol. not 100% but i can assure its at least 90%. goodness..wanna know whats the real jamie like? Check this out baby. uhuh tts jamie e mimi.
The animal symbol applied to Capricorn is the goat. Unlike the dependent, creative and countrified Goat in the Chinese horoscope, the Capricornian mountain goat is a striver and a loner, an ambitious, deliberate achiever and an adorable person to know. It's true that Capricorns can be bossy and self-confident in the extreme. But probe a stiff-upper-lipped Capricorn and you'll find there lives under all that tension and apparent angularity a sentimental and warm-hearted darling.
The way to handle Capricorns is to show them from the beginning that you are as strong and self-willed as they are. And should you not feel sufficiently strong and self-willed, you'd better pick on someone your own size. Capricorns prefer competition. The Capricorn subject is always either on top of the heap or moving-slowly but certainly-toward the summit of his field. Like tall evergreens, they withstand the snows and heat, the wind and rain. Capricorns are winter people. They can hold their heads higher longer than all the others and somehow never appear to be pushing.
In general the Capricorn subject is as rigid in his body as in his high-minded principles. He may be good at games that demand corporal discipline, but in areas that call for supple smooth body movement, Capricorns are challenged. Capricorn children fall a lot. Capricorn adults are clumsy. You want to warn them, "Be careful. Watch where you're going. Take smaller steps. Slow down. Relax." It is of course impossible for Capricorn to relax. He is always on the qui vive, responsive to each new invitation to achieve.
The Capricorn loves to entertain and adores food. He receives guests with a spirit of generosity in both the welcome he offers and the fare he prepares. Often, Capricorns make fantastic chefs and know how to cook the most complicated foods. Partly, this devotion to fine cuisine comes from the Capricorn's desire to please. But mostly the attention to food native to every Capricorn soul arises from pure joy in eating. Capricorn babies rarely have feeding problems. They chow down with gusto just about anything put within their reach.
Success often comes to Capricorn because he was paying attention while everyone else was goofing off. But if, God forbid, he misses the boat -was not even goofing off and still fails-then the ordinarily well-arranged marbles inside the pretty Capricorn head begin to shift dangerously, and melancholy sets in. Capricorns hate failure.
Capricorns are very conscious of the impression they make on others. They are allergic to vulgarity and bad manners. Society judges. Others of us may say, "What do I care for society? I am a free agent." Not your social-conscious Capricorn. If only for the sake of the gallery's approbation, Capricorn will conform.
You can always count on Capricorns to come through in times of trouble or need. They are charitable to others and eager to assist those in difficulty or illness. Sometimes they are hard to reach emotionally and seem rather "pent-up" and stiff inside. But if you can break the hermetic barrier, you will be pleasantly surprised. Physical contact can be a bit on the bony side at first but the Capricorn's enthusiasm soon takes the edge off.
Present and Future Outlook
by Astrologer Master Rao
Tense familial atmosphere because of your intransigence and your tendency to add fuel to the fire. If you do not show too much reserve in your amorous relationships, you'll experience delicious moments. If you're single, you'll make new interesting encounters. Bury the past and face the future gallantly. You'll lay down important and fruitful changes in your work.
You'll manage your business affairs with panache. There won't be loss of time simply because you'll be obsessed by the idea of efficacy. Your reflexes at your driving wheel will be slightly lessened; if you must drive after sunset, know that the road is more dangerous at night than during daylight despite of much reduced traffic. In order to get good results in your work, you'll have to make a considerable effort of adaptation; but you won't get lost and you'll hardly have bad surprises.
You'll have to acquire a positive sense of time this year. You'll have to be more conscious that time is necessary to a harmonious and durable development of whatever you undertake and that one shouldn't jump over the stages. Know for a fact that "time does not spare what has been achieved without it" (Franois Fayolle).
Romantic Outlook for 2008
by Astrologer Master Rao
First Trimester This astral environment, dominated by Venus, should highlight your love affairs. If you're living a regular relation, the time will come for negotiations to find a good modus vivendi or for a strengthening of your relationships. As for single natives, here's a period of passion and enthusiasm. But beware: you'll so much desire to be in love that you may jump rather thoughtlessly on the first person who appears within your reach; a little patience would allow you to choose better and to avoid a possible disappointment.
Second Trimester Jealousy in your sentimental Sky! This will be nothing really sensational since, as a good native of this sign, you're naturally exclusive and possessive. However, don't go too far! Know that "jealousy is the worst of evils and the one that causes the least sympathy to the person who provokes it" (La Rochefoucauld). Be vigilant if you want to keep your beloved one; shower him (her) with attentions; and, above all, don't get angry, otherwise you may disrupt the very ties that you want to preserve at all costs.
Third Trimester In spite of the somewhat destabilizing influence of Pluto, you should be able to find solutions that would allow you to live better with your mate. For this, it will suffice to heed the other one's demands by taking them seriously instead of considering them as mere whims. If you're single, things may get more lively with the arrival of many stars in the love sector; such stars will awaken your charm and your sensuality.
Fourth Trimester Particularly favorable period as far as your affairs of the heart are concerned. Venus in good aspects will prove to be the guarantor of great amorous happiness. Long-time couples will experience a new impetus of tender passion. Other natives, swept away by intense, deep, passionate sentiments, will form happy and benefic projects for the future, projects that will very likely be crowned with marriage.
Career Outlook for 2008
by Astrologer Master Rao
First Trimester Jupiter and Saturn should as a rule protect your professional life. But their influence can be felt in a surprising and destabilizing way. Nevertheless, whatever may happen, you'll be able to react positively and can rapidly set things upright. Even those of you who are confronted with an apparently disquieting alarm should not panic: what happens during this period will have positive consequences on the medium term. What's important will be to preserve one's self-confidence
Second Trimester Careerwise, you'll only receive good planetary aspects. This is clearly a positive period as far as your work is concerned. Opportunities in relation with foreign countries will present themselves suddenly; don't let them go by, seize them immediately. Many of your ambitions will be achieved. Mercury will support your efforts in a specific manner and shelter you from distressing troubles.
Third Trimester On the professional plane, you'll have no reason to worry. Nevertheless, it's possible that the atmosphere of your workplace is not ideal; a confusing or unstable climate can reign. Moreover, Mercury, a planet of affectivity, could entail some small quarrels with certain of your colleagues. Try to keep a low figure and to talk as little as possible, thus everything will go well.
Fourth Trimester During this period you'll be among the chosen of Heaven as far as work is concerned. You'll be well protected and should be able to bring your most ambitious projects to a successful conclusion. You'll be endowed with energy, determination, strength of character, and perseverance. However, an influx of Pluto could create some misunderstandings in your work environment; in order to avoid them, try to say things without ambiguity. Also, try to keep a low figure: this will be more advantageous than coming under the floodlights these days.
Health Outlook for 2008
by Astrologer Master Rao
First Trimester The numerous planets present here can somewhat affect your health. But don't worry: they'll be rather favorable to you. Simply, you may go through a short phase of nervousness and difficulty to relax. Above all avoid giving way to stress; do yoga or sufficiently intense physical exercises. If you're vulnerable to high blood pressure, you must be a little more vigilant during this period.
Second Trimester Good health on the whole. However, your liver, gall bladder, pancreas, and spleen will be more vulnerable than habitual because of the harmful influence of Neptune in bad aspects. You must therefore take good care of these organs. Refrain from too rich or too spicy foods and drink much mineral water between your meals. Increased risk of diabetes during this period.
Third Trimester Good physical resistance as a rule. You may perhaps go through some moments of fatigue, but you can recover very rapidly by going to bed a little earlier than usual. This period could allow some natives suffering from a chronic disease to see their affection evolve favorably, perhaps thanks to a change of treatment.
Fourth Trimester Healthwise, you'll benefit during this period from the support of Jupiter. Your vitality will be excellent, to such extent that everything will seem easy to you. Those natives who've suffered from various affections will see their state of health improve in a sensible if nor spectacular way. Have a checkup of your eyesight.
Cute Horoscopes - Compatibility
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Your Astro Compatibility
by Suzanne White
Capricorn with Aries - Fine weather in the brains department, but in bed? Lukewarm.. Go into business together. But do not marry up unless you score four hearts in Chinese Astrology.
Capricorn with Taurus - Possible. Dullish at times. Unless of course your Chinese signs are blendissimi! Taurus needs lots of sex. Capricorn less. Short term monogamous or long term cheat city. No kids till after 10 yrs of contented co-habitation.
Capricorn with Gemini - Flee! Scamper off in the dead of night. Sex good for about half an hour. Sunshine meets Ice. Could work if Chinese signs score high. Iffy all the same. No kids... at least not in this marriage.
Capricorn with Cancer - Intriguing and possible due to intense empathy and compassion one for the other. Opposites? Yes. But Cancer is depth and Capricorn steady. Good combo. Kids by the truckload.
Capricorn with Leo - A couple to love and copy. Capricorn fuels Leo's engines and knows precisely how to keep him or her in line. Leo only seems to rule here. Capricorn runs the show. And it works. Like a charm. Kids? Yes. One.
Capricorn with Virgo - Intense initial attraction. Endurance over the long haul. This is a sleek, well groomed and handsome pair. The sex may be sporadic. But it's gourmet quality. Kids? Of course.
Capricorn with Libra - No bliss after the first few months of sexual sublimity. Libra boosts stodgy Capricorn's demeanor. Capricorn settle Libra into a comfy rut. Kids? Later on. In middle age.
Capricorn with Scorpio - This is a goody. Scorpio respects Capricorn's work ethic. Capricorn admires Scorpio's gritty sarcasm. Babies? Not early on. If yes, schedule a Virgo or Cancer child.
Capricorn with Sagittarius - Impatience on the part of the Sagittarius. Exasperation on Capricorn's side. Stasis. Boredom and battles royal. The bedroom will be solely for sleeping. No go. Stay pals. No kids.
Capricorn with Capricorn - No bounce here. Just serious getting on with getting on. If the Chinese signs are major compatible, this couple could work. But it will take effort. Plan any children in Gemini or Leo. And lighten up.
Capricorn with Aquarius - No lifetime subscriptions here. Challenging at best. Contentious at worst. Early separations and eventual divorce. Leave the kids alone.
Capricorn with Pisces - This is a sweetie! Loyal, committed Capricorn devoted to loving, caring, inspirational Pisces mate. White picket fence. 3 car garage. Felicitous household in which to raise Taurus and Cancer or Scorpio babies.
THE WOOD OX
Horoscopes provided courtesy of Suzanne White and Master Rao.
The Ox - The Comedian - Wood
Brief Description The Ox is full of strength and a born leader, they are methodical and good with their hands. They can also be introverted and often feel misunderstood.
Positive Traits patient, contemplative, skillful, dexterous, eloquent, confident, familiar, authoritative, industrious and sure of foot
Negative Traits prejudice, chauvinistic, proud, tyrannical, petty, critical, eccentric, bigoted, conservative, grumpy and on occasion violent
General Description of All Oxen
Pragmatic and down-to-earth, Ox people are motivated to work hard and have no respect for lazy or careless people. Although they can be easily trusted and find it easy to put trust in others, they are not dependent on friends and family and would rather find an answer or a solution themselves than to ask these people for help or guidance. However, others can, without a doubt rely on Oxen, who are always honest and meticulous about their responsibilities. While they do not feel the need for many distant or acquaintance-oriented friendships, they value the strong bonds they share with their partners and families, and make close friends that last a lifetime.
Though they are quite open-minded, once Ox people have made a decision about something, they rarely change it. This is a defining characteristic that can be seen as obstinacy, but it is actually the way an Ox learns to be strong, brave and straightforward. It is the way the Ox learned to take on tasks and responsibilities and how he learns to be reliable for others. Oxen are more comfortable with the well-known as opposed to the unfamiliar. Yet, beneath their unpretentious, tranquil exterior lies a heart of gold and a motivation to prosper.
Detailed Description of The Wood Ox
Understanding and fair, these are the least unyielding of the Oxen and the most apt to change and accept new ideas. A more liberal attitude gives them the ability to appreciate the value of being a part of a team, and other members of the team respect the high principles of the Wood Ox. They are particularly self-confident giving them an air of unspoken authority. This characteristic means that Wood Oxen are often chosen as leaders or spokespeople. They also have a shorter fuse than other Ox people, and are more likely to be outspoken or to stand up in a crowd to be heard. These Oxen are quite devoted to those they love and make strong and affectionate friends and relations.
Outlook for 2008
The Ox will congratulate him/herself on feeling perfectly in his/her element. The New Year will bring him/her a pleasurable sensation of physical and mental well-being. Sufficiently wise not to make a drama out of every grain of sand, he/she will close his/her eyes on the faults of his/her close ones and will thus preserve his/her interior peace.
Heavenly Influence
(Looking to the Stars) The astral environment of this year will incite the Ox to devote himself/herself more to reading. He/she will therefore gain more wisdom, for "the reading of all good books is like a conversation with the best people of past centuries" (Descartes). Meditation will also please him/her. One could say that Lao-Tzu and Montaigne would not have been more contented than him/her in this year.
Additional Outlook For Your Element (Wood) Until the end of February, you'll show a winner's morale and you'll collect successes, particularly in your work. But from March onwards, the star Tham Lang will make himself felt and then you may often be gnawed by doubt. Fortunately, the star Tu Vi (success, well-being) will be there to support you and help you to react.
Romantic Outlook
First Trimester With the complicity of some stars, your life as a couple will be on the whole harmonious. However, try to be solicitous towards your mate - a gentle word, a small mark of consideration can work wonders. On the contrary, a little neglect can provoke useless dissension. Think of developing your social life which will allow you to have a sufficiently detached view of your conjugal life, to nurture more refined relationships with the beloved one as well as constructive intuitions. If you're still a lonely heart, you'll seriously consider during these months to legalize your sentimental relationships and to settle down "like everybody."
Second Trimester Profit well by this auspicious period to live your love which will be without storms or clouds. Build for yourself a nest which will be sheltered from prying eyes and in which you'll exchanges tender kisses. If you can't afford to go to a tropical island in order to fully profit by those marvelous days, you can nevertheless enjoy love in whatever other place. What's important is to go unheeded.
Third Trimester Decidedly, that stars always want to favor you. During this period you'll experience refined love which you have been constantly dreaming of. Single natives will meet an intelligent mate or an exceptional person. Both sides will discover a common sentimental affinity as well as common political, philosophical, religious, or social aspirations. The most creative of natives will draw their main source of inspiration from love. They'll also share musical or literary tastes. But in spite of this beautiful general canvas, some problems of common life will prove inevitable. They will occur mostly because of the different views on the use of common money or on the priority to be given to the career of one or the other love partner. However, all this will probably entail no serious consequences, and the end of the period will bring about a very noticeable improvement of your relationships.
Fourth Trimester You'll most probably note a slight decline of your sexual capacities during this period. Beware that the adverse influxes of some stars will be responsible for this phenomenon which, fortunately, will only be transitory. Don't be over-anxious, then. You can remedy the situation by various means, for instance by trying to eroticize yourself through imagination or fantasies. As for single natives, love affairs will be what they will want them to be, for instance to consolidate an existing relation which will prove a matter of equilibrium for them. Consequently, there'll be weddings in the offing! Here is a good bit of advice for those who abhor conjugal life: Put your love life in due order, don't continue making a mess of it.
The Ox Lover When the Ox is in love, he does not confirm his feelings verbally, preferring to show you how he feels rather than tell you. An Ox will take a long time to decide if you are the right match for him because Oxen hate change, and want to find someone who is ready to embark upon a stable marriage. Oxen never rush into anything and are not flirtatious people. Once they have committed to you they will usually be faithful and expect reciprocation of their honorable actions.
Compatibility
EXCELLENT Rat, Monkey, Rooster
GOOD Ox, Snake, Pig
FAIR Dog, Tiger, Rabbit
DIFFICULT Horse, Dragon, Sheep
Family Life Home and Abroad
The Ox as a Parent
Oxen make very protective parents. People born under this sign will unselfishly work their fingers to the bone to provide a thriving, happy and secure home where their children feel safe. In return, however, the Ox mother and father demand that their youngsters be courteous, respectful and polite. In comparison to other parents, Oxen can seem a bit authoritarian but they are conventional and believe in instilling within their children a belief system. A good education is especially important and by utilizing their educational opportunities, Oxen children can make their lives and relationships with their parents a lot easier. Ox parents expect their children to listen, behave and be attentive while they are at school. Showing rebellion is the fastest way to be punished in the Oxen household.
Oxen, especially female Oxen, tend to start their families early on and completely immerse themselves in caring for and parenting their children. This can lead to dependent children and can pose a problem for parents who are trying to teach their children to become self-reliant.
The Ox as a Child
Children born under the sign of the Ox are quiet and amenable. They develop into solid, independent, resourceful children, and are happiest when left to entertain themselves. If interrupted, provoked or forced to do something against their will, they are likely to pout or show themselves, despite their audience.
Generally, Ox-born children are shy, and for many, childhood is quite lonely partly due to them liking to be alone and partly because their siblings are usually much older or younger than they. At school, subjects with a constructive appeal will be of the most interest to them. They like art and music as well. They are creative children who enjoy sports too. They are respectful, polite, hard-working, children, something their parents take very seriously.
The Ox as a Friend
Oxen are not the most sociable people and tend not to mix easily in social gatherings. Instead, they would rather be at home, enjoying their privacy and anonymity. Unlike the Rat, the Monkey, or the Rooster, the Oxen tend not to have a little black book, preferring a few very loyal friends to a large network of acquaintances. Oxen do know how to shine at social occasions, but more often than not they dislike small talk. These are wary people, unlikely to ignite friendships on the spur of the moment. They like to take their time and get to know people before disclosing themselves fully. A happy, solid relationship with their partner and children is the most satisfying goal they could accomplish.
The Ox at Home
The Ox's home is his castle, a place where he finds relaxation and peace from the everyday hustle and bustle of his career or responsibilities. This is where he spends time with his friends and loved ones. The Ox person doesn't put a lot of effort into making his house stylish, for he would much rather be comfortable while reading the newspaper or watching television. He doesn't spend much time indoors anyway, he wants to be outside, smelling the air, planting gardens and trees, which will usually be evidenced by the botanical literature you will find on his bookshelf or on his coffee table. Ox people prefer to live in the country. The Ox generally prefers to decorate his home with nature's colors, i.e. golds, greens and oranges. However, since the Ox is associated with January, winter colors might be more appealing.
The Ox on Vacation
Actually, Oxen are homebodies, preferring the lure of the sofa or the garden to extravagant vacations far away from home. They are very happy just staying at home, spending their summer vacations catching up with the hobbies and pastimes that their workloads have prevented them from taking on previously. Whether they are planting flower beds, or enjoying a sunset on their newly-built front porch, it is all quite satisfying to them. If they do decide to take a trip, you can bet they'll head for the hills to do some hiking or rock climbing.
Career Outlook for 2008
First Trimester
The astral climate of this period's first month seems very favorable to career. Hard work, perseverance, and timely supports will be the keys to your success, especially if you exercise or are going to exercise an independent or commercial profession. You can count on solid friendships which, in some cases, may prove to be decisive. If you're looking for a job, take into consideration your need of independence and freedom of action. With this being said, as it's not always possible to choose the career one wants, you should not be too particular. For want of something quite suitable, take up the job which will be offered you and try to adapt yourself to it, otherwise you'll run the risk of being jobless for a long time. Your best luck will come along in the last month of the period.
Second Trimester
If you work in a team, you'll receive congratulations. Anyway, you'll feel that your suggestions are heeded by others. But this should be no reason for becoming disdainful. You'll make new acquaintances, and new contacts will bring about very interesting proposals concerning your career.
Third Trimester
Favorable influxes from the beginning of this period, but particularly in the second month. You'll have necessary energy to cope with all your obligations. With some optimism from your part, everything will evolve perfectly. But don't overwork yourself. Avoid participating in non-professional discussions with your associates for this may earn you enemies. In case a misunderstanding arises, try to dispel it immediately. During the last month, the stars will give you ideas of genius capable of promoting your career. But it will be necessary that you are ever-ready to seize good occasions in the nick of time. Don't be negligent or absent-minded. Also, beware of your chronic tendency to take your dreams for reality.
Fourth Trimester
The astral climate on the whole can lead you to success through short-cuts. You'll be at the top of your capacities in the last two months of this period, especially in careers that require creative imagination or bold initiatives. It's by choosing among your acquaintances those who would share your enthusiasm that you'll be assured of success. This period will be particularly favorable to writers. Even though writing is not your profession or hobby, try nevertheless to put something down on paper. You'll be well inspired and it's possible that you'll succeed in producing something worthwhile, be it a charming tale, a vibrant poem or the beginning of an endless novel. You might then probably discover your unused literary talents and might get fame, who knows?
The Ox At Work
Able, ethical and aware, colleagues of the Ox will marvel at their methodical approach and will depend on their eyes for detail. Oxen are not phased by routines, probably because they are so well-organized. They are better-suited for specialized positions and prefer to work in large companies. They do, however, work best when they work alone since they can be unhappy when participating in a large group.
Well Suited Ox Occupations
Painters, Interior designers, Carpenters, Mechanics, Horticulturists, Engineers, Draftsmen, Architects, Army Officers, Managers, Quarry Workers, Academics, Archeologists, Osteopaths, Physioherapists, Bankers, Investment brokers, Real estate agents
Jamie's Chinese Compatibility
by Suzanne White
Ox with Rat - Stodgy, durable life in the countryside complete w. barnyard and cozy conviviality. Adequate, if intermittent, passion. Dragon, Snake, Monkey , Dog and Rooster children.
Ox with Ox - Oxen always work in tandem. Nature of the beast. Live in the country. Make love sedately but often. Have many little Monkey, Rat and Snake babies.
Ox with Tiger - It's push-me pull-you for power here. Successful sex creates truces. Tiger too changeable for the static Ox's conservative tastes. Squabbles? Not exactly. But wagonloads of tension. Kids? Maybe next year.
Ox with Rabbit - Good vibes. Ox appreciates quiet Rabbit's aura of security. Great family possibilities. Hatch Goats, Pigs, Rabbits and Dogs.
Ox with Dragon - Struggle for dominion. Ox modest but strong. Dragons immodest and fiercely power-hungry. Somebody should give in. Nobody does. Sex okay. Babies only after 5 yrs cohabitation. Then possibly Rat, Monkey or Tiger babies.
Ox with Snake - Dazzling! Excellent. Nobody takes over. Everybody on same wave length. Sex outstanding. Meeting of bodies - and minds. Rooster babies and gentle Rabbits or hardworking Horse kids round out family.
Ox with Horse - Ox wants to drive. So does Horse. The one with the money wins. Check out western signs for possible compatibility. But remember, you can lead a Horse to water... but not for long. Kids? Out of the question.
Ox with Sheep - Powerful physical attraction fizzles on first date. Ox detests caprice. Goat hates authority. Clumsy sex. No children
Ox with Monkey - Monkey cheers up stolid Ox. Mutual respect makes this happy couple happier. Have Dragon, Rooster and even a Monkey child or two
Ox with Rooster - A lucky find! Solid match. Certainly not boring. Wave lengths harmonize. Energetic, old-fashioned sex designed to procreate. Snake, Pig, Dragon and/or Horse children.
Ox with Dog - Dogs stray. Ox stays home. Fumes w jealousy. Ox wants power. Dog plays nice, but behind the scenes...unless your western signs match up flawlessly, don't try too hard to save this one. Kids? If you manage not to split up after 5 yrs. Maybe a baby. Tiger, Rooster or Snake.
Ox with Pig - Get on like 2 houses afire. Rural bliss. Pig attracts wealth. Ox works hard to keep it. Jolly household attracts Goat, Rabbit and Snake bambinos. Many pets.
Muawahaha wake up darlings!!!! helllooooooooooo. knew it. lol awww come on...dont fall aslp due to long entry pls. lol u guys can find out for yourself too!!!!!!!! All da best!!! seriously my readings made me more motivated!!! in Life. :)But hey guys...dont rely fully on e readings... yea? gd luck!
lol lets sway to the rhythm..dance to the beat everyone..!! these songs have deep meanings n they kept running in my mind these days...aww. some songs do explain a lil of ma thoughts tho. lol. my oh my..c'mon everyone!! lets mooooovvve to the rhythm..close ur eyes n feel e songs w ur heart n soul. feels gud. indeed. haha esp video clip of 'Because Im a Girl'. made me cry so much. lol tts true love. :) to keep givin n not expect anythin in return. its really sweet of him to offer his corneas to his only love. salute him for tt.
Not much updates..lol been tryin to really enjoy life n make e most of it. haha despite hecticness in work. i stil do take time out for my darlins. with them around, nth seems to matter anymore. cus i knw i have my greatest pals to make my day. at times, tts all tt matters isnt it so? haha to have gd frens around to ensure i keep a smile on my face, whether it comes deep from my hrt or not. lol. some ppl always say they have forgotten how to smile or how to love. i disagree tt such cld happen. guess it really depends on our heart. depends how we treasure ppl n things around us. to not be demanding n insist tt smiles n feelins come from love. haha love's not everythin in this world aint it? yea. its jus a tiny winny part of life. whereas general love makes almost 100% of our lives. haha cus love leads to filial piety towards our parents, care n concern to ppl around us, affection to frens n family, understandin to colleagues n everythin around us includin government and happiness for ourselves cus we have general love in us. haha hard to feel it? try it den. :) will b soo shiok, full of adrenaline. yep.
k shant talk more. time to feeeeeel e songs n feel e peace, harmony in every song. Lets get busyyyy. :)
One Republic Ft. Timbaland - Apologize
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
Guy Sebastian - Make Heaven Wait
I see you smiling every day
Looking back at me like nothing ever changed
I swear I heard you call my name
But in reality it's just your picture in a frame
Why am I here without you
When there was so much left for us to do
How could the angels come so soon ..
If I could make heaven wait I'd find a way to ask God if
He had Made some mistake
If he'd save your wings for another day
If only I could make heaven wait
All your clothes are hanging up
Not a thing's been touched,
I left it on the tape I wish I could press rewind and go back in time
Just to see your face again Cause I'm missing you;
I need you I'm so alone without you here with me
You are the reason that I breathe
If I could make heaven wait I'd find a way to ask God if
He had Made some mistake If he'd save your wings for another day
If only I could make heaven wait
And every night I search for your star in the sky
Cause I would trade in my life for a chance to say good-bye ..
Make heaven wait ..
Make heaven wait I'd find a way to ask God if He had
Made some mistake If he'd save your wings for another day
If I could make heaven wait I'd find a way to ask God if
He had Made some mistake
If he'd save your wings for another day
If only I could .. make heaven wait If I could make heaven wait ..
make heaven wait
Hugh Grant And Haley Bennett - Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Kiss - Because I'm A Girl
I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free
(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa
(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again
(REFRAIN)
(CHORUS)
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again
(CHORUS) [2x]
Marina Elali - One Last Cry
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of
My mind this time
Stop living a lie I guess I'm down to my last cry
I was here you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you I need some love to rain
On me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of
My mind this time
Stop living a lie I know I've gotta be strong
‘Cause ‘round me life goes on and on and on and on
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind I've gotta put you out of
My mind for the very last time
Been living a lie I guess I'm down I guess I'm down I
Guess I'm down To my last cry
song tt keeps gg round in my head..beautiful song indeed...enjoy..
Jus came home from chillin out w frens. enjoyed myself n had lotsa fun. we went to The Balcony n saw David Gan the famous hairstylist. hes a nice man full of modesty. tts how he seemed. lol. well its been really long since i chilled out w shawn, eileen n sophie tog. lol. i miss those moments so very much! :) we had a longgg chat n updated each other on our lives..listened to their probs n tried my best to give the best advices i cld..not tt im expert or sth but theres a chinese sayin...'jiang xin bi xin'. lol. i think tt will definitely help in consolin someone or bein a listenin ear. :)
we laughed n had so much fun tt ppl around us start to shun away...includin david gan. muahwahah. o well watever..its gd to b natural isnt it so? lol. i really love this sorta feelin. to b able to listen to each other attentively n give each other advices like nobody cares..tt makes me melt. yea s usual. :) n we took lotsa pics...cam-whoring like nobody's biz. awww i simply love em soo much. til e extent i kept huggin each of em. lol. yea like a retard. lol. its crucial to show love while we stil can, isnt it so? :P drank a couple of housepour cus the house's havin 1-for-1 promo!! but guess wat's amiss.. yea!! sheesha or cigars! lol. too bad.wel wats most impt is the company isnt it so? :)
next we went to PLAY since haven been there for a long time n some ppl r expectin sophie there. therefore we decided to accompany her there..wel Zai was ridin a bike n i managed to steal a ride from her..:) feelin's really shiok n enjoyed myself indeed. not much of an adrenaline tho. lol. met alot of long time frens n exchanged hugs n all. awww i missed em so much n they were jumpin around like monkeys cus its been soooo long since i last clubbed w em. warms my hrt to c em stil rem me n hug soo tight, not wantin to let go. awww..melts my hrt too. wanna rem these moments for e rest of my life. :) talked to some of em bout life n lol. bumped into ter, a long time...date?how shd i put it..yea gues we used to date for a short time in d past. ended cus we were both busy i guess..thru me, he got to noe my frens n now hes hangin out w em. lol sounds cliche uh. o well he came up to me n said 'hi', lol. we talked awhile n i went away to catch up w other frens. haha. didnt noe wat else to talk bout. my bad. he was tt 'prince' in my prev entry which i wrote '101 things i love bout him'. lol. i don call tt love at all but jus someone i feel gd with? uhuh. tt shd b it. he'll always hav my blessings n i jus hope hes livin well, without me. :)
Hope he'll hav fun w my frens n hope he's happy. tts all i wish for. lol. gues fate made us meet tonite to c how we hav been gettin on w/o each other, seems pretty gd how we both r gettin on. i thank god for tt n its sufficient, really. no more has or need to b done btw us. :)
pictures galore!! :P
here comes the burnt jamie. lol had sunburnt n m totally charcoaled i knw. mind u..dint put on blusher. its natural. lol.
Went out with my long time buddies for ktv session!! initially wanna go catch a movie but decided to sing while waitin for another buddy, salvin to join us. all of us grew up tog n its been yrss...uncountable. lol as if we r really old. lol these long time buds..went thru w me fun n laughter peace n joy..they r a part of me n w/o them...there wont b jamie. :) cus of em who grew up w me..which made me who i am today. :) at times i truly hoped for these frenships to last til e end of time. n i told em...to let us stay this way til the day we die...lol.
we had a good sing at e top of our voices n gracefully for some of the songs. lol. let everythin out esp stresses in life! after which rushed to meet salvin n den realised no gd movies r available. so we went to kovan hk cafe n had our supper. lol. johnny the muscle man ate a large piece of bread with butter n we video-ed the whole process. all of us were shocked n ermm...had a gd laugh. lol. salvin managed to have a big piece too. aww guys really don mind image huh. wen it comes to entertainin the gals. lol. its been hard on em.
*applauses*
after which we went to play pool n salvin indeed showed his skills well. didnt knw he was such an expert. lol. got to brush up on my skills to beat him. our adorable golf coach jus nv gets tired of showin off his skills on the pool table. mayb hes lonely n needs attention from us bros n sisters. lol. acted soo amazed w his skills to give him e attention he needed. hahaha opps. den we planned to go taiwan to celebrate johnny's n salvin's bdae, its jus a day apart. lol. hope my job allows me to leave for bout a wk in july. :)
next we went home at bout 3am upon knowin tt e bowlin alley's closed for the day. haha had a gd long talk in the car n decided to beat salvin with badminton. muahwhaha. c how he suffers. lol. its really nice of salvin to fetch us home one by one, regardless of where we stay. i thought tt was really sweet of him. haha we shall treat him to movie the next time round. :)
all in all, realised we didnt hav to really try hard to build e bond w salvin altho he hasnt hung out w us for like many yrs. the bonds btw us n him..its all along there. no matter how long we haven met. m glad we were so natural n managed to make him feel gd w us n talk to us bout almost anythin under the moon. lol. hope to keep things this way n hope as the days go by...we will b closer at hrt. wats more his mom's my godma. lol. how can i not love n adore this godbro of mine. :) jia you jamie. :P
jamielim512 January 15th 1986 (Age 22) Female Singapore To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
